my heart feels for you
A swift blow is sent into my heart
Every time I hear your frantic screams
A blow for each thud of his fist,
Against your tender face.
When he drags you, mercilessly, by the hair
Or when he kicks you in the stomach
Knowing his child is growing there.
A knife, it stabs me; my heart, it bleeds
When I see you run naked from your home
Red scars from the rope on your wrist,
He used to tie you up and rape you with.
A stab for every wall, your head was used to dent.
When I watch him beat you with a belt outside in public.
His abusive words shackle you,
Unable to break free.
My heart, it seems to tear in two
Each time uniforms appear
Taking him but knowing, he'll be back again
It tears when I see other those shades that cover your eyes
When you pretend its all okay,
His loving you this way is fine.
I die because I know your life,
My mother lived it too
I die because I know your son, will grow to do the same
Your daughter will accept this as her fate
The way a man and wo-man
I die because your precious life
Lies precariously in this man's hands
You could be my sister, my cousin, my daughter, my friend or
Even me.
Now I watch your son play outside every day
Hoping you'll come round the corner
Knowing that white truck that took you away
Will never return again.
Standing by, never reaching out or offering a word
That may have saved you or gave you strength
Instead I stayed away, now I owe this child.
🖤🖤TT🖤🖤